回忆高中生活(high school memories)
oh..i miss my high school again...those good old days and those hard old days... i didn't like it when i was studying there...i think all chinese who experienced high school would have the same feeling... how hard and stressful the days in high school are!
everyday i got up at no later than 6:00, and then i dug into study with fever pitch. from time to time, i fear once i lay off, i would lag behind. we slept at mid-night after all day's study. every day i try to push 110% of myself into the grueling study. i took a short nap at noon and then,immediately after that, another period of hard, hard study began. every day, it just seemed that the classroom, the school canteen, and the dorm were our only hang around... there was no one single minute that our nerves were relaxed. the once-per-month big exam was on the point of killing us. so every day we were preparing for exams. it was all no exaggeration to say that we were not given one second to take a deep breath.
how hard life was! ah...but ridiculous. i didn't even lose 1kg even if life was that hard to me... sometimes, i just hoped that the college entrance examination test would fall earlier, so that i could be free from all pain. and i didn't want to care about the result. good or bad, i truly didn't care. i just need freedom and relaxation. life was killing me at that time...
just after i took the college examination, which was on the afternoon of june 10, 2004, maybe exactly at 11:00, i was elated..i never felt this elated before!!!! at that time, i felt like i am a free girl after being shackled for 1000 years!
at that time, we both screamed out loud!!! we need the hard scream to give vent to all of our pent-up emotions for a few years! all the years of hard study was in preparation of the 2.5 days' exam. when we came back to the dorm, we just had the strong impulsion to tear apart all books, so that we could feel better. actually, i was on the point of doing that. but later, i withdrew. i loved books. they were my memories of those tough days.
3 years! how fantastic!!! it has been 3 years since i graduated from high school! how incredible!!! all the years, i have been appreciative of all the poeple i met, and of the achievement i obtained, though not much. i felt like as a person, i was becoming better day by day. i have been learning from every one and every possible channel. and over the past one year, i learned most. i felt so good at it... and i have been so happy...
i am going home this morning. but my best high school friend had something to do. then we are delaying our schedule. i am eager to come back to my high school and take more pictures of it. though it has been firmly in my heart, i am still eager to see it more, the same as i am eager to...see.... more...hhahaa
oh..i got the call..i sould leave for home...good good vacation to all!