as a sophomore, i am feeling the time flies. recalling about the past one year, so many thoughts are flooding in my mind. at this time, i just can’t tell my real idea. the memory is just like so fresh, and all the things happened yesterday!
when first day i came to university, i really feel that the school is very good, but at the first sight of the dormitory, something disappointing come up to me! the condition of the dormitory is really very poor with only one room, no lavatory! i saw something sad in my father’s eyes, maybe that time he thought of the poor condition! so with a big smile on my face, i told my father” it doesn’t matter, dad. in this kind of condition, i will get myself better!” my father felt better. but when he was coming back, seeing his back, i just wanted to cry! i felt in this city i was just isolated, from that time, i said to myself, “ you have no others who can help you here, just depend on yourself”and then i came to my dormitory 303. i considered that i would spend four years here (in fact i moved to another one year later) and my dorm mates are all there. most of them came from sichuan and they were chatting with a happy voice, but i can’t understand them! again, i felt myself isolated! i hated that kind of feeling, and then i said to hello to them! to my surprise they are very friendly to me and warm-hearted! i no longer felt afraid. and i got along well with them. but at the first night here, i burst out to tears for that i was missing my family. i don’t know why. everyday when i was at home, i was just eager to go to school, to experience the wonderful college life but when coming here, i am just eager to go back! it’s quite strange though, you must know this kind of feeling!
just spending about 2 days here, we were on our way to military train. to us, it’s a fresh train and a kind of experience to know the life between the classmates. but to me, i was nervous but excited. this was my first and precious train life because before going to school i have been staying with my family. so, you know, it’s just this kind of feeling i can’t convey it clearly! the train life is impressive on everybody; we had a lot of activities, for example giving a speech on a stage or singing together or playing basketball. at that time, i felt myself so little among them. all of them have a special talent but not me. i admired them but meanwhile jealousy. why don’t i have this kind of talent? am i stupid? i always said to myself. so that time i was also very ambitious, just eager to catch up with them. except the classmates, the trainer in our team also left a deep impression on me! he was not very handsome and very kind. just because of his kindness results in my laughter when training. he always said to me that i should be serious in the team but i didn’t listen to him. so after a long time, when investigating the training result, i gave them a disappointing answer. the highest trainer sent me to clean the toilet, although, it didn’t means insulting to my dignity, but i was really sad about myself and my heart was hurt. that was a small thing but told me that i need to be serious to one thing. and unhappiness passed, the happy and funny time recalled me that folding the blanket. yeah, it’s really very funny. most of us had never folded the blanket and naturally we can’t accomplish the task well.
when the monitor came, we pleased him to help us to fold the blanket. to our expect, we managed to persuade the monitor. after the monitor finished the task for me. i dared not to touch the blanket again and just used the clothes instead of the blanket. of course, i felt very cold in deep night, so to my instinct, i crashed into my classmate’s blanket. and we were scratching the single blanket fiercely, just like a war